I’m trying to change for myself but I’m not convinced I’m doing it only for me. This is a weird feeling.




lady-tromboss:

this hit me like a load of fucking bricks.

(Source: youtubenutcase)



I really like this girl and I want to get close to her and get to know her better and I’ve attempted to in the past but it didn’t work out and she had a new boyfriend. Something I’m trying to convince myself is that I can not even think about asking her out or talking to her until I am happy with myself. I know it’s cliché but how can I expect someone to like me if I don’t like myself? I’m so unconfident with myself and everything that I do that I’m unsure of myself and I know for sure that it is not attractive. I’m trying to change so that I am at terms with myself and that I am confident in myself. Until then, I will let things happen.



somnifik:

"be yourself"

what even is that?



blwf:

aerial road map. AK

It’s been six years since my family has seen the back hand of God
All I see is black black black water
Tears fall from my face
and there’s a ringing in my ears
I hear the sound of black black black water
Spiraling out of control the water turns into a whirlpool of confusion and fuck you’s
What can a gram do?
I CAN’T STAND YOU.
Little girl crying “Please, please, please sister stop it. Crying through this can’t possibly knock it.”
I pray to God at night “For all the sins I’ve done at what point was it enough for us to deserve this?”
Unanswered prayers thin out my faith and I lose faith in the only thing I had to fall back on
Reality is hard to grip on to without the reassurance of support but I keep on wading through the black black black water

The Flood (via collinsamazing)




Choked to death by unspoken words.
six word story (via neverfeelsodeadafter)


I’m so torn between my feelings. On one hand, I feel empty and desolate. My life is slowly spiraling out control; or at least my family is. And on the other hand, I’m trying to help myself not fall into a depression again. One thing that is really helping me is going outside and doing random things like soccer with my brother or hanging out with my cousins. I don’t want to be weak but it’s so easy to slip into it sometimes. I feel so lonely sometimes and that really doesn’t help me; I want to get out there but I don’t feel comfortable. I don’t know what to do. I’ll keep pushing for now.



If they don’t need you, it’s okay. You don’t live for other people.
Dir En Grey, Kyo  (via suchvodka)

(Source: everunenchanted)



jonathan:

am I the only person who feels like christmas didn’t happen



how do i stop growing up this isn’t fun anymore



The loneliest people are the kindest. The saddest people smile the brightest. The most damaged people are the wisest. All because they do not wish to see anyone else suffer the way they do.
(via fashionfever)

(Source: tanhu)



It’s been six years since my family has seen the back hand of God
All I see is black black black water
Tears fall from my face
and there’s a ringing in my ears
I hear the sound of black black black water
Spiraling out of control the water turns into a whirlpool of confusion and fuck you’s
What can a gram do?
I CAN’T STAND YOU.
Little girl crying “Please, please, please sister stop it. Crying through this can’t possibly knock it.”
I pray to God at night “For all the sins I’ve done at what point was it enough for us to deserve this?”
Unanswered prayers thin out my faith and I lose faith in the only thing I had to fall back on
Reality is hard to grip on to without the reassurance of support but I keep on wading through the black black black water

The Flood (via collinsamazing)